Welcome to the JUNGLE, baby! [ 4.27.06 3:17pm ] http://community.livejournal.com/the__jungle/ I'm kinda liking these rating communities. Before you kids all jump and say "EWW YOU'RE SO SHALLOW!!11!!1!" Let me tell you. The Jungle is better, k. We get to be animals. I'm going to be an animal. Johnny the Zebra. I wish I was a unicorn. Apparently they don't have them in the jungle. (What's more, is Daniel tried telling me they weren't even real!) Join. CRAIG. JOIN. 7 sad & slow

[ 4.16.06 3:34pm ] I love my Auckland friends. Tyler = awesome. I expected him to be all scary, dark &brooding but he was silly like me. Chris = much the same as Tyler. He has this awesome little dance thing he does. It's so grand. Steve = a honey. <3 He's so sweet. Daniel = I got all shy &ended up making a dick of myself. Everyone else I've met = awesome! There's been no one I really didn't like. It's so neat. I love it. LOVE. 3 sad & slow

[ 4.9.06 8:57pm ] I never realised how much I look up to my younger brother until last night. It was his 17th party, and he had a few friends and his girlfriend around for drinks. I fucking adore him. I never want him to end up like Dylan (older brother, turning 21). He's such an arrogant asshole. Jamie is full of character. He's hilarious, fun, and original. He did a speech last night where he said that he plans on getting married to his girlfriend when he turns twenty. Although he was slightly (okay, very) drunk when he said it, it was adorable. I don't think they'll be together for that long, but it's so great knowing that he cares about her so much. Last year, I had a major depressive episode. It was in the weekend, and I texted my brother because he was in the other room. I asked him for a hug, and he came in and saw how much of a mess I was in and talked to me and asked me if I'd like him to tell Mum what was going on. When he's here, he's the only one that will talk to me and make sure I'm alright. He's the only one ever there for me. I love him slow

Fgt. [ 4.7.06 3:32pm ] Oh gosh. Today was so horrible. I woke up at 7 am, and thought "Nah, I'll sleep until 8 and then I'll have an hour before I go to Careers Opportunties shit for WINZ." So I did. When i re-woke up, my voice had returned to me. It's been croaky and pretty much non-existant of late, so I was rather happy. Dad dropped me off because I have a sore leg (ew, long, emo story) and I got there and was all happy, chirpy Johnny as usual. Then the man goes to us all "What was your most recent bad experience?" and went around the circle and when he got to me I go "Um, lots. I don't.. really wanna talk about it?" and then I started thinking about all the bad shit that got me down the other day, and all the recent bad stuff and went all quiet and emo. Then he started going on about Delcelia Witika and the abuse the little girl went through in her short life to the point where she died. And I started crying because.. fuck. My life isn't as fuckin' sugar coated as most people think it is and it pisses me off that people think I've never had to deal with shit in my life. Then the man started singing a song he wrote about it (I forget his name, but he's in some band, &recorded it) and I started bawling my eyes out in front of everyone which made me feel like a dick. I was the only one crying. They must think I'm so fucked up now. So now, all the bad shit is fresh in my mind. Thanks, fella. Thanks a lot. 1 sad & slow

New beginning [ 4.6.06 6:18pm ] Sup sup. Starting over. This is the only entry right now. I'll update tomorrow. slow

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